LITTLE ANGEL

I'm not very big,

in fact i'm very small.

I sit on your shoulder,

and i hear when you call.

I go everywhere with you,

though you can't see me.

I'm with you always,

even in your dreams.

I share your laughter,

dry your tears when you cry.

And every day i'm so proud,

cause i see how hard you try.

I don't have a name,

and i'll never grow older.

But, for as long as you live,

i'll be your little angel on your shoulder.

Lost....

Tomorrow is another check up day for Qiaoyi since her last treatment on 19th September '09.

The skin around the scar is still painful and greenish in colour after two weeks, the result of using local anaesthetic for her injection, sigh !!!

Occasionally, Qiaoyi would complain about pain when i tried to massage the scars. We were advised to massage it as this will help to soften the scar and eventually flatten it.

It has been more than a year now since the incident happened. The progress of healing is so slow that at times I feel like giving up to continue with the treatment. It was so stressful and painful to see her going through the repeating treatment, injection..injection !!

I am really lost now as tomorrow is the check up day and we will be asked again if we wish to continue with the treatment as the decision is lies on us....

I am lost and I am frustrated as well...I am hoping God will guide us and give us the answer...